Monday Blues

Rasa lemau macam kambing biri-biri di atas. Oh.. Takkan nak layan mood macam nie setiap Isnin?? Ok, ok. Apa kata naikkan mood ceria dengan target/impian untuk dicapai dalam minggu nie.

pop your small goals/dreams into a wishing jar

Ini target saya (tanda * untuk urgent):

• Semoga saya dapat menyiapkan proposal (personal due date: this sunday). *

• Semoga saya siapkan slide untuk presentation Selasa nie. *

• Moving out, moving in.

• wish I will be able to clear my head, stable my heart and focus better this week!

Meyda

Belajar, Berazam, Berbakti.

Ini adalah slogan Sekolah Kebangsaan Lembah Keramat.

Teringat Puan Ainon, Encik Anizam, Encik Khairulnizam, Puan Mariamah, dan lain2.

Teringat tempat bermain, berlari, masuk pertandingan macam2. Walaupun banyak yang saya kalah, 1-2 pertandingan ada juga yang sangkut.. :)

Sentiasa percaya, jangan putus asa kerana dengan usaha tanpa putus asa, diiringi doa, dan tawakal, akhirnya pasti akan berjaya, dengan izin Allah.

Jadi, motto saya pada tahun ini,

Belajar, Berazam, Berbakti.

Meyda

Journal, Journal, Journals.

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A little bit of regret to start fractionation.. late at 3 PM.

This evening, I'll go out with my family. :)

I'm broke.

Out of topic? Ok, ok. I need to read journals about process intensification. What on earth is process intensification?

Improving myself (part 1)

At first, forgive my broken english but still, I want to write in English to train myself to write fluently. I'm quite shy to write in Bahasa because of melancholic or jiwang words that would appear and I rather put it in my hidden diary.

My soul need to be cured heavily with zikir and Quran and do'a. Only by doing this way, I will feel calm, cured and have patience. Songs, spending time with friends, get busy.. these didn't really solve the calamity inside me.

Plus, I really wanna change my life. Some people said, just be yourself. Well, this is myself, who always want to improve herself, especially what's inside her mind and her heart. To world, I'm nobody and I feel comfortable of it...because maybe I'm better just to be an observer.

Targets of these 2 months to be achieved, InsyaAllah.

1. wanna loss some weight, at the same time get physically active.

2. complete a proposal of desired research route.

Actually, I wanted to complete this within this week. Hmm... wasted too much time.

In order to recover this, I'll stop playing cityville (the only online game I played currently),

and also allow myself to surf facebook only for 1 hour, at night (terribly addicted. Sigh.)

ok, that's sufficiently enough. Get focused.

p/s: Bonsai... slowly died after somebody hang the washed clothes at the top of them. Very clever. I think it's my fault to place them there.

Meyda

A Change.

... found this quote from Sumayyah's blog via Islamic-Quotes. :) Hopefully this inspires me a lot to change.

When I'm alone.

Menu untuk bukak puasa hari nie:

Bubur ayam (modified), nasi goreng ayam (+smbal aym merah + sos thai), epal 3 biji, susu low fat + bijirin...

Pergh... Melantak ke? Macam x habis je...

Jap.. minum susu atau teh? Baik buat sekarang, dah nak azan maghrib dah nie.

Semuanya dalam kuantiti sikit drpd yang dibayangkan. Kecuali epal.

...and I'm alone without room mate now. Kalau tak, leh kita kongsi, room mate.

p/s: dah makan banyak, rajin2 buat kerja mida. Ok!

p/s/s: Malam jumaat... "When you want God to talk to you, read Quran."

Meyda